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For the pessimist
This blind optimism is killing me.
I cant keep thinking everything is going to be alright over time.
Nothing is for sure one hundred percent every time.
Mistakes are out there.
Hiding like theives in the night.
Holding knives of regret against my throat.
Blood pours down, drenching every fiber.
Stop the bleeding
its too late
we’ll make it out alive again
barely
wit these scars etched in my skin forever
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Hope?
I can feel it…
Another breakdown
I’ve been so strong
It’s been so long
I hated you
How?
Now that I think about I would put up with anything
I love you
You hate me
So I think. .
Sometimes I’m not so sure
Deep down I think you still love me
If only just slightly
they think so too
your friends
Sometimes I believe it
But I often worry it’s false hope
I remeber when you told me
“maybe one day”
I’ll hold on to that hope till one day comes
or till I die patiently
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On second thought….
This is impossible.
There is no way I could ever forget or fill the void.
But, let’s not speak that into existence.
After all, miracles happen every day. -
Sleep is almost impossible to reach
Closing my eyes brings thoughts of you
Being so far from you is really starting to take a toll on me
I miss your smiling face more than you can imagine
You make me so happy
It hasn’t been this way in a while
But I still havesome issues
I’ve tried so hard to fill the void
So far I’ve only temporarily numbed the pain
I want so bad to forget everything
But my heart won’t allow it
I feel so selfish
I can love again, I know it
I’ve felt it
Day by day I think I’m getting closer
If not then I’m on the right track
I want to get to that point where I can honestly say I don’t need them
Though I know I do sometimes.
He was my first real love
But I’m ready to move on
Apparently he already has
And i’m happy for him
I just wish it had came that easy for me
I’m trying though
Oh God i am trying
I’m so glad I found him to help me
I think this might could be the cure
God I hope so-
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There you go…
Look at her
I know you see her sitting there
all alone
she’s twirling fingers through her hair
&& maybe you
should go an ask her what’s wrong
She wants you to
&& everyone around can see it
all but you
She just wants your attention…
But no
Not this time
Your gonna go out with your friends again
Can’t you see
how she feels
All she wants is a little time with you
But there you go…
Look at you
You wanted her && now you got her
But she thinks
it’s slowly turning to disaster
&& I know you know
that she really loves you
Get her reassurance
Yes I promise baby,
I love you
She just needs your attention…
But no
Not this time
Your gonna go out with your friends again
Can’t you see
how she feels
All she wants is a little time with you
But there you go…
But I,
I don’t wanna push
I don’t wanna fight
I just need a little more affection
& I,
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
I wanna let you know I love being with you
please show me the same. .
Baby show me you want me
But no
Not this time
your gonna go out with your friends again
Can’t you see
how I feel
All I want is a little time with you
But there you go…
There you go-o-oooh
Just a little bit
That’s all I’m asking
But there you go
There you go!
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(via lovemetoinfinity)
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Don’t think I don’t trust you.
I know your unlike any other.
You won’t run && I know it.
Like a little boy to the girl with the ball.
Life is a playground.
But sharing doesn’t work here.
I feel it deep in my heart.
You’ll stay with me through the night.
&& wake with me in the morning.
I wont have to look farther than the edge of the bed to find you.
Until forever comes.
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When you are in love it is hard to fall asleep, because reality is better than your dreams.
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My first post!
Well here goes! I think I’m already in love with tumblr(: I cant wait to start sharing my thoughts and ideas.
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